Germany+ complications of the heart= ??

This was supposed to be the trip of a lifetime. Well, it is that. But I am not so sure if it is in the sense I wanted it to be. Don´t get me wrong, I am having fun and stuff, the weather is awesome. But I am not so sure about the people I am with. The group I mean. It has a wide variety of people, most not the sorts I usually hang out with. You know, the gossipy giggly sorts. They´re nice in their way. But not nice enough. It isn´t bad enough that gossipy people repulse me.

As usual, I am pretty much alone, after being labeled the resident freak who is ´´too serious´´.  But I guess I should be used to it by now. It isn´t like my own friends think otherwise.

Worst is, the only person I could have a decent conversation with hates me now because of my stupidity. Okay, part mine and part his. So out of a three week trip, he´s ignored me and treated me like shit for a week. Did I mention I hate being snubbed? It´s gone beyond the limit of depression- due- to- mistake. It´s reached the pissed-even-though-it´s-my-fault stage. And I hate it. We´ve been avoiding each other like plague. If he´s in the elevator, I take the stairs. If I am crossing the road, he waits till the next light to cross. And he´s hanging out with the very people we ridiculed. Fucking hell.
The girls with us are decent enough. Some are really, really bitchy. But then that trait has been encoded into the female genome since time immemorial. So I ain´t exactly complaining.
München is a beautiful city, where the modern has been skilfully morphed to make it appear old and archaic. When we were in Salzburg, Austria it was bloody freezing. In two days we go to Berlin. Hopefully, my temper would have cured till then because I have been dying to go there since I visited New York. And I am not letting someone´s stupid ego get in the way of this trip. No matter what. He can go take a hike down the hill for all I care.